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uncomfortable

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 So here we are again.
Back at square one.
I don't know you and you most certainly do not know me.
I can see right through you though.
You're not very convincing.
I see who you really are.
You're the one who cries when you're alone.

But where will you go?

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hopeful

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Kiss Me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreamings
Could not forsee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me

And just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance
And crossed some border line
And if it turns out
It's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine

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restless

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I don't know.
Maybe I'm just stronger than you.

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cold

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 Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy, but I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy, I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what might have been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl

That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows, I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for
The rose and the pearl

There's a girl I know
He loves her so, I'm not that girl

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content

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 I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

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sad

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I can't find a reason to let go
Even though you've found a new love
And she's what your dreams are made of
I can find a reason to hang on
What went wrong can be forgiven
Without you, it ain't worth living alone

Sometimes I wake up crying at night
And sometimes I scream out your name
What right does she have to take you away
When for so long, you were mine.

I remember when you were mine.

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crushed

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 I, most definately, need some mother fucking corsets.
-siiiiiiiighh-

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restless

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 They say it's all in my head, but I don't believe them.
They said it would get easier, but I didn't believe them.
Now here we are, a thousand miles apart.
Nobody really knows this, but you still have my heart.

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frustrated

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You held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
but honey you know.. 
you know I'd never hurt you that way.

You're just so pretty in your pain.

So run..run..run.
And HATE ME if it feels good, I can't hear your screams anymore.
You lied to me, but I'm older now.
And I'm not buying, baby.

Demanding my response..
Don't bother breaking the door down.
I've found my way out..

And you'll never hurt me again.

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nostalgic

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Hush, little girl, your angel is here
I'll keep you safe
You have nothing to fear.
It's so much better here.

Hush, little girl,  don't say a word
You'll only make things worse
It may sound absurd
I always keep my word.

Hush now, darling, don't you cry
This is your own lullaby.
Hush now, darling, don't you fear
Believe me, it's so much better here.

Goodnight, sleep tight, no more tears
In the morning I'll be here.
Things aren't always as they seem
Remember that tonight as you dream.

Hush now, girl, don't you cry
I wrote you a lullaby.
Hush now, darling, don't you fear
Things are so much better here.

No words can tell you how I feel
You're here by my side,
For you, you know I'd die
If only it were real..

Hush now, darling, don't you cry
(for you I'd die)
I finished writing your lullaby
(your wounds won't heal)
Hush now, darling, don't you fear
(If only it were real)
Things are so much better here.

And in the morning..
You won't be here.

Disclaimer: In no way was this to a girl. Simply metaphors.

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restless

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'Cause it's alright, there's nothing to stop us
If it feels right then everything's fine.
For just one night, then you go back to your life
And I'll go back to mine..

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contemplative

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"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That's too much guilt to pay

And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

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pensive

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